Latley

So everybody, I know I have not updated you guys in a long time. A lot has been going on and my world is changing so fast to even have time to do this sort of stuff. So summers about to come to an end, its been a very hot and dreadful summer, ufortunatly. I decided to go back to public school at the last minute after taking the two classes all summer. I felt as if I no longer had the motivation to do online school anymore. Although, now thinking about it I somewhat regret my decision and wonder if I should go back before we get to far into the school year.

Oh so many things that I would rather not talk about but must inform you about, Me and Tyler broke up ehh. 2 months ago. I really don't think we are friends anymore sadly to say, but thats just the way things are.

Joy, one of my older sisters came back for a month in the end of July through August, I miss her terribly now. Having her back was like she was never gone in the first place. Her daughter Lilliana, who I helped raise for some of her life and Claire who is growing up so fast were as lively as ever and I enjoyed playing and babysitting them in the little time that I did have. The main reason that they were back was because Joe got back from Iraq and wanted to visist his family. While they were here my older sister Hannah happily married Tim, my new brother and law combining there 2 familys he, with a girl and a boy Abby and Elli. Hannah with my two neices Kyla and Simone. I am  overjoyed for them.

So I finished my two classes this summer.  I enjoyed spending time with my friends and family, taking long swims in the swimming pool and making a fire out back and looking at the stars. I wonder what could possibly be out there so far beyond where we are. If I could I wish I could stop it all, stop time because it definatly does go to fast. I just passed my seventeenth birthday, I know that is not that old... but to me.. it seems like it and I am somewhat dreading the 18th birthday. My blazzer decided to break down before school and so I have to ride the bus.. sadly... well. I HATE IT! my busdriver just yells and drives way to fast, freaks me out!

I'd like to get back into writting because I have missed it so much, I really just have not known what to write in the past from what I have gone through.

For the future, I am excited for so many things. I may be excited, but I am also scarred at the same time. I guess you can never really know what going to happen until it does, but by then.. it will be the past.