day seven

Okay sorry I have not posted for the past few days, It has not let me log onto this.
I feel sooo Inspired after a few days of not getting everything else out. I was going through Sarah Mclachlans music and facebook page. Her music is so inspirational. You should listen to it!

Today. The subject is. Forgiveness
Its such a big word, a word that some of us can not come into reason with in our lives. Some of us hold grudges our whole life. We are hurt, somebody hurts you in your lifetime. very badly. I have been hurt so much by people my whole life. I just try to get through it the best I can.  you just have to forgive. You can hold a grudge you whole life. you have to be able to forgive and move on. that does not mean you go back to the same ways, same thing that happens. its meaning your saying its okay, im going to move on. How are you going to live life if your not truly happy? think about all the stuff that is holding you back? should it be holding you back? are you stronger then that. I know its hard to be strong sometimes in the world that is fighting so much to bring you down. In forgiveness you have to be able to forgive yourself to forgive others. I forgive all the friends I had that gave up on me, who turned there back on me. I forgive myself for not being perfect, not always being the nicest person to people, for thinking i'm nothing, that different is a bad thing. I forgive the people who have given up on me. My mother for not always listening to me, for not always being there for me. My father for not caring, not showing he does, not being in my life because he cant forgive himself for all the hurt he has done himself. I forgive myself for thinking that this all should be perfect. nothing is perfect. we need to forgive and move on. stronger.