May 5th (day one)

As you can clearly see by the title today is May 5th.

Let me explain a little about me... 

I attend an online school, yes they do have that for high school. I was fed up with all the drama at my old school and just sorta wanted to break away. Its made me stronger and happier now.. 

It seems that you can never clearly get away from drama and people who create it I have learned now. 

I was never the popular girl, or the loser. I just simply.. did not fit in. and thats okay now, I'm glad with who I am because I know I'm a good person. 

I think my past experiences in life have led me to be the person to who I am now. My parents getting divorced was a big impact on my life. My father was not the best man and my mother did what she had to do for all of us to be happy, I don't remember it much because I was so little. It hurts whenever I hear them talking about it though because I can just feel how much they were hurt.

It was a long process, my parents getting divorced, and I was put through what a child should not be. My parents decided to get divorced in my first grade year and did not finish papers until fourth grade. By my fourth grade year my dad had a girlfriend and my mom was engaged to a wonderful man who is now my step dad. 

We grew together as a family and started a new life in Kansas where my step dad lived. I started school here which started out okay, but by my ninth grade year I dreaded going to school. Mainly because of certain people. I begged my mom to get me out, Id come home a lot of days and just cry. It hurt. It hurts to be back stabbed, or lied to, or bullied, all of it hurts. why do people do it I wonder, to feel better about themselves? I know I could never do that to anybody..

anyways, I moved on you see now. Ive made new friends, new school. 

Stronger <3